i don't know who the fuck thought that allowing me to live this life would end well but they really were dead wrong...

i can't believe this is my fucking life. my fucking existence...

i don't wanna live in this coldness and misery anymore

the fact of the matter is that i was the one unfortunate enough to be Sol...

oooh god i wanna be dead so fucking bad already...

i miss ___

waking up to this nightmare every day...